to a friend

You had your fun conning people.

You had your laughter already.

That's why you are a fucked up shrimp since the day i met you

which impression never changed until now.

I also don't know whether should i feel angry, or sympathy for your own patheticness

but whatever it is, you are a total screwed up, you screwed up your relationship, and she dumped you for good, before u screw her life up.


You stepped my tail at the wrong time.

Blog dead, but I'm not

I'm not dead but half a mile to hell.


My first impression towards architecture course is just some drawings, crap some design out and just learn a little bit of science.

That is what i thought, until i really experience it.

It's been hell since after mid semester break. Assignments just pouring in like water. Reports, models, drawings, blablala..

So far i managed to strive through most of the final assignments, full of pain but fun, just like bondage.

So, okay lah, drawings and model making...fun what

Until i need to study architectural history and culture, and building materials for exam.


Ini, reference book aku. 598 pages all together to study.

I was damn wrong when i thought architecture had little to study.

But anyway, do and die or dont do and die. Just 8 more days, 2 more papers, 1 more assignment, one more presentation, and i can declare my independence to the whole wide world.

Pictures will be posted by then. Not now.