to a friend

You had your fun conning people.

You had your laughter already.

That's why you are a fucked up shrimp since the day i met you

which impression never changed until now.

I also don't know whether should i feel angry, or sympathy for your own patheticness

but whatever it is, you are a total screwed up, you screwed up your relationship, and she dumped you for good, before u screw her life up.


You stepped my tail at the wrong time.

Blog dead, but I'm not

I'm not dead but half a mile to hell.


My first impression towards architecture course is just some drawings, crap some design out and just learn a little bit of science.

That is what i thought, until i really experience it.

It's been hell since after mid semester break. Assignments just pouring in like water. Reports, models, drawings, blablala..

So far i managed to strive through most of the final assignments, full of pain but fun, just like bondage.

So, okay lah, drawings and model making...fun what

Until i need to study architectural history and culture, and building materials for exam.


Ini, reference book aku. 598 pages all together to study.

I was damn wrong when i thought architecture had little to study.

But anyway, do and die or dont do and die. Just 8 more days, 2 more papers, 1 more assignment, one more presentation, and i can declare my independence to the whole wide world.

Pictures will be posted by then. Not now.

when my life is in darkness and pitch black...

...and thus someone colored my life.

I'm really depressed with my rejection of the study models. I'm even depressed with my own abilities due to my limitation of my creativity.

But simple colors and drawings to cheer me up a little.

Thanks a bunch who colored up my life, i owe u one. :D

overwhelmed

I'm lucky that i didnt read the Angels and Demons novel. I almost wanna read it at one point.



Went to watch this with my Rotaract friends, and we sat 4th row from the front.

This makes the screen looks extra big for me, plus the massive settings and actions and structures and camplay, i feel like i've been flattened by the movie itself.

It has sexy cars,




It has awesome settings, which is at Saint Peter's Square, Rome




And of course, we have our good ol' Obiwan Kenobi acting again. Just that without light saber nia.




Plus the surrounding buildings like St Peter's Cathedral, Pantheon etc etc makes me feel like going to Rome before i die. Nowonder my friends said that it is an ideal movie for architecture students.


Anyway awesome movie. It even triples the awesomeness of the movie for those people who didnt read the novel.

life

I need one desperately... :((

mesmerizing

This, is the girl I've been spending with during the mid sem break. That's why i've been disappearing for the whole 10 days of holidays.

It is difficult to tackle her. She got high requirements. So i put in alot effort in getting her, including sleepless nights and staying back college just to get her.

So conclusion, she's my holiday. Such a bitch ain't she?

And of course, more bitch are coming, and I'm gonna grab them all.

Life's hectic till beyond recognition. But its gonna shine soon during June :D
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I had a sort of farewell dinner with my 6A classmates from Lick Hung for Xuan Jian who is going to migrate to Canada, then fly Hong Kong to study.

When I first meet them, they've change so much that it left me stonned for a moment.

And some i couldn't recognize or even recall back any single memory. So Sorry ><

And they're gonna be powerful people like models, professional photographers, pilot, architects, dentist, etc etc

I do feel nice and nostalgic meeting back old mates which been separated and didnt see them for 6 years adi.



Do continue to keep in touch kay :)

The power of piano

Credits to Bryan Chong. It made me laugh during my most stress time :)